haiz
today wake up quite late sia
sian wad
so dun wan too early wake up
anyway wake up oso nth to do
haiz

today nv go out
cos no ppl jio me out la
haiz
so ke lian
if go out
oso dun noe wan to go where
so sian


haiz
how come me keep on thinking of him de
haiz
can i stop think of him
i wan to stop think of him lei
haiz
i need ppl to help me forget
sian
i believe he now very happy beig wif peiyi de
good for them
although i miss him
but i won't say it out
haiz
miss him a lot
haiz
so sian
me always dream of him
haiz
no matter wad i dream
its still a dream
it won't come true
haiz
i think i better dun think so much le
dun noe why always at year end u will break me le
is this fate or wad
haiz


i still remember i always wote letter to him
to let him noe how i feel
but from the moment i noe he stead wif peiyi
i noe i can't write letter to him le
i dun wan to be the thrid party
so all the feeling
and
my love for him
i will always just keep in my heart
keep it in very very deep of my heart


after all the lie he give me
i still can't make myself to hate him
i really like him a lot
wad abt him
he once told me
he only love me a little
do he noe how i feel
i dun even have the guts to tell him
cos i noe he has been irrtate by me
i noe i make him angry
for quite a lot of time
but actually
wo shi ai ni de
i think i love him too much
and
i dun have confident in myself
that y i'm afraid that he might leave me
but i noe
everything i've done
is wrong
i dun dare to ask for his forgiveness
just hope that he can leave a small corner
in his heart for me

now i've two wishes
the first wish
is that
i hope he n peiyi will be very happy being together
and the second is
i hope i can find a guy who will treat me very good
to let me forget him


meanwhile miss him always